Where Do I Find My Faith?

Over the past two weeks, my FaceBook inbox, my email inbox and many comments left on my Facebook feed have all begun to point at one main question.  “Where is my faith?”  Or “Where can I find peace.”   Is it possible?  And the answer is “Absolutely.”  I know that many others are talking about it, but for the sake of my friends who are asking, I’d like to take a stab at it.

First of all, I think many of us get confused when we hear the word faith.  Where is it found and what is it?  Well, it’s found in the dictionary, which is where most people would logically start.  Oxford defines it this way:

faith | fāTH |

noun

1 complete trust or confidence in someone or something: this restores one's faith in politicians.

2 strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof: bereaved people who have shown supreme faith.

• a system of religious belief: the Christian faith.

• a strongly held belief or theory: the faith that life will expand until it fills the universe.

It starts out good by saying, “complete trust or confidence in someone or something”, but then goes downhill when it mentions politicians.  Then we see “strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion” but then we see stuff like “based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof.”  The we see “a system of religious belief, and Strongly held belief or theory.”  And none of those are really helpful in restoring my faith.  No wonder we are confused.  I don’t want a faith that is simply based on my spiritual apprehensions or blind trust or simply chanting the mantra, “I believe, I believe” over and over as if God were Santa Claus and I really want to see him at Christmas. 

Here’s the problem.  While the dictionary can take a great stab at defining it, the type of faith we are talking about is not centered in a system or doctrines or even just strongly believing and hoping.  None of those is where true faith lies.

True faith lies in a relationship with a Person.  And the funny thing about relationships is that you can never really prove that they exist, you can only give evidence of them existing.  For instance, I can say that my wife, Sandy, loves me.  But I can’t prove it.  I can believe it to be so.  I can hope it to be so. But I can only point to the evidence of that love.  She treats me nice.  She continues to stay with me after almost 40 years.  She cooks and cleans for me.  She says nice things, etc.  But all of those are not proof—only evidence.  

Each of you could point to examples where the above evidences were only in place until that person could gain what they wanted or something of greater importance to them.  Let’s look at them one at a time.

“She treats me nice”...you already know intuitively that people can treat you nice because they want something from you.  So that is not necessarily a proof of love. “She continues to stay with me”...maybe she has no where else to go and she is comfortable with the lifestyle.  “She cooks and cleans.”  Could be she just sees that as a trade-off for a roof over her head and some groceries.  “She says nice things”...maybe she doesn’t want to mess up her good gig.  

So you can’t point to any of those and say you have conclusive proof.  BUT...if I take all of those pieces of evidence and put those together, and combine that with the ongoing nature of such evidences, I can conclude that my wife loves me.

Nice, Pastor, but I still haven’t found my faith.  Ok.  Since we are talking about God, why not see how HE defines faith. And since the Bible is His self-revelation to us, let’s see what it says.

In Romans 10, Paul points out that the Jewish people were having some of the same struggles that we have when it comes to walking in faith.  

Romans 10:1    Dear brothers and sisters, the longing of my heart and my prayer to God is for the people of Israel to be saved. 2 I know what enthusiasm they have for God, but it is misdirected zeal. 3 For they don’t understand God’s way of making people right with himself. Refusing to accept God’s way, they cling to their own way of getting right with God by trying to keep the law. 4 For Christ has already accomplished the purpose for which the law was given. As a result, all who believe in him are made right with God.

Here is often where we get stuck.  We want to know God.  We want to follow Him.  We want to have faith in Him, but we don’t understand God’s way of making people right with Himself.  Why is that?  Because many well-meaning people in our past have obscured it with well meaning words and rituals and practices that hinder a true view of Jesus.

In my faith tradition, especially during my youth, we often confused a relationship with Jesus with following of rules to help us live better lives.  Nothing wrong with the rules per se, but it caused me to miss Jesus, the person I need to have faith in, as I focused on being a good member of my church community.   And, as I am friends now with clergy from many other denominations, our comparing notes has led me to conclude that most of them have had a similar time in their history where following rules was more important than following Jesus.  

So does that mean they were bad people?  No.  I believe they were wanting to follow Jesus, but simply bought into what someone else had told them they needed to do, ultimately leading to a type of legalism in the church.  And in their misguided zeal, the true picture of God was marred and many were led to conclude, “well if God is like that then...”   The problem with that conclusion is that the premise was never challenged.  If God is like that.  Perhaps instead, we should have asked, “Is God really like that?”  And then gone looking in Scripture for the answer.

Other things that keep us from understanding God’s ways are expectations that we have learned or deduced or heard that may or may not be true.  I had such expectations when my dad got cancer and then consequently died while I was begging God to spare his life.  It really made me question if I could remain a minister.  I mean, why minister to the goodness of a God that you suddenly didn’t feel was so good?  If you are interested in reading that story, it’s here on my blog from a few years back.

I have realized in the ensuing years that the devil can create a lot of misunderstood passages and misguided expectations that can lead us to the wrong conclusions, and when we don’t get the desired outcome, he can twist our consequent pain into a blaming of God and an anger at Him that is neither accurate nor deserved.

I prayed and believed and nothing happened...therefore God doesn’t care and He can no longer be trusted.  It spirals downward from there.  God could have done something but He didn’t so I hate Him!  And on we go, spiraling away from where the only real hope is found.

So what does God look like?And how do I find my faith?  The simple answer is God...looks like Jesus. Notice this question and Jesus’ answer in John 14:8,9   Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.” 9   Jesus replied, “Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and yet you still don’t know who I am? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father! So why are you asking me to show him to you? 

John 1 calls Jesus “The Word”.  Starting in verse 1 of John 1 we read:  

1 In the beginning the Word already existed.

The Word was with God,

and the Word was God.

²  He existed in the beginning with God.

³  God created everything through him,

and nothing was created except through him.

⁴  The Word gave life to everything that was created,^a

and his life brought light to everyone.

⁵  The light shines in the darkness,

and the darkness can never extinguish it.^a

John is saying that Jesus IS God and Jesus was basically saying to His disciples, if you want to see what God is like, look at Me.  Watch Me.  Hang out with Me and I will show you a pure undistorted picture of what God is like and what we want for you!

So, how did Jesus treat people? Matt. 14:14 Jesus saw the huge crowd as he stepped from the boat, and he had compassion on them and healed their sick.   Over an over we see that Jesus led with compassion.

How did He deal with those that made mistakes?  Read the story in John 8:1-11 of the woman caught in the very act of adultery and then read the ending.  You will see Jesus response.  

John 8: ⁷ They kept demanding an answer, so he stood up again and said, “All right, but let the one who has never sinned throw the first stone!” ⁸ Then he stooped down again and wrote in the dust.

v.9 When the accusers heard this, they slipped away one by one, beginning with the oldest, until only Jesus was left in the middle of the crowd with the woman. ¹⁰ Then Jesus stood up again and said to the woman, “Where are your accusers? Didn’t even one of them condemn you?”

v.11    “No, Lord,” she said. And Jesus said, “Neither do I. Go and sin no more.”

And of course most people have heard the greatest statement about what God is like in John 3:16…but don’t often read what John 3:17 says.  And John 3:17 was the continuation of Jesus’ thought when he was talking to Nicodemus.  Check this out.

John 3:16    “For this is how God loved the world: He gave^a his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 

Yep…that’s the part I’ve heard.  But let Jesus continue that thought.

¹⁷ God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.

One of the biggest lies that Satan has perpetrated through the centuries is that God hates you and is just sitting up there trying to catch you doing something wrong.  But Jesus didn’t come to judge the world…but to save it.  That means that God wants you to be saved more than you can ever even have the desire to be saved.  He won’t be throwing obstacles in your path.  The devil does that.  Jesus calmly, relentlessly pursues us as we continue to look at the distorted picture of Him that Satan has been pushing ever since the Garden.

All that is required of us is to see a picture of Jesus/God who loves us, wants to save and redeem us and who continues to pursue our hearts in love, and then simply stop and respond in returned love.

Here’s the capstone verse, in my opinion: 

1John 5:11   And this is what God has testified: He has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. ¹² Whoever has the Son has life; whoever does not have God’s Son does not have life. 13    I have written this to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know you have eternal life. 

So the questions on the road to faith that we each have to answer are these: Do I have the Son of God in my life?  Have I accepted His forgiveness and am I willing to take the next step of faith that He lays out for me?

King ME!!!

Ever since Eve bit into the apple and then shared it with Adam, we’ve been a race bound for destruction.  Though they were created with no selfishness, the desire to be like God, which in itself is a noble thing, proved to be their destruction.

There is nothing wrong with wanting to be like God, is there?  I mean, isn’t that our goal as Christians?  To be like Jesus?  So what was the problem?  They not only wanted to be like God.  What they actually wanted was to be God.  That’s really what Satan was offering them in Genesis 3:4.   Let’s go to Genesis chapter 3.  We’ll begin in verse 1.

Gen. 3:1   Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the LORD God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”  2   The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden,  3 but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”  4   “You will not surely die,” the serpent said to the woman.  5 “For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”

Did you see that phrase?  “You will be like God”.  The original language, Hebrew, indicates that Satan is offering them a short-cut.  What he is actually saying to them is:  “Your state of being will instantly become God-like.”  Another unstated implication of that statement would be:  You won’t any longer need God since you will be a god yourself.  And with that, a new thought that had never occurred to Eve, suddenly became the temptation that she could not resist.  “I want to be god.”   And with that bite, Eve feels a rush of energy and a change of being and she begins to run through the garden singing at the top of her lungs, “It’s all about ME!”  Well, maybe not just like that, but her focus, which had only been God-centered, suddenly turned selfish.  She wanted to be God.   And it continues, to this day, to be the one temptation that none of us can resist.  

You’ve said it, oh, maybe not in those exact words, but every one of you has fallen prey to that temptation at some point in your life.  You’ve re-mixed the words maybe, but it’s the same thing.  I want it now!  Hey, that’s MINE!  You leave MY stuff alone!  Or maybe you’ve grown more sophisticated: “C’mon lady, the gas pedal is the one on the right!  Step on it already!  I’m late!”  or  “Oh, look at how much she has in that cart.  If I hurry I can make it into line before she does.”  Or “If he thinks for one minute that I’m gonna put up with that, then he’s got another thing coming.”

What do all of those things focus on? Or perhaps I should say, WHO do all those previous statements focus on?  ME.  You see, I have to admit that in my inner core, I am inherently selfish. I want what I want, and I want it now!  I want to do what I want to do, go where I want to go, be who I want to be, say what I want to say, play where I want to play, and I don’t want any negative consequences.  I want to be like a King.  They can order people around, be coddled, made over and pampered.  People are always at their beck and call and if they decide they don’t like someone, they can have them killed with no consequence.  I like the sounds of that.  King ME! Consequence free.

But is that really the case?  Or is there snag in the theory?  Sin causes separation from the life giving source.  Separation has a natural consequence--death.  If you unplug a computer from the power...it dies...oh, perhaps not right away...if it has a battery.  But eventually.  And if you don't plug it back in, it becomes useless for little more than a paperweight.

Are you unplugged spiritually?  Is your battery running low?  Maybe it's time to swallow the pride and plug back in.

You CAN Begin Again Pt 2

She didn’t think it was that big of a deal, at least not at first. Her boyfriend had only wanted to spend a little time making out, showing her, as he put it, “how much he loved her.” It was exciting to be held in his embrace. It felt good to be physically touched and caressed. But one thing led to the next and before long, raging hormones got the best of them, and found themselves in bed, not only with each other, but with a load of guilt and overwhelming shame. But they loved each other right? How could it be wrong when it felt so right? And yet there was always that nagging feeling in the back of their mind that something wasn’t so right. When all of their friends were gone, when they were apart, and they were left only to the thoughts in their own mind, they both knew, deep down that it wasn’t right. And yet, when they were with each other, they couldn’t control themselves and they found themselves getting more deeply involved, until one day they realized that life wasn’t quite as fun as it once had been. They were fighting more in between their sexual encounters. In fact, life had been reduced to that cycle. Fight and have sex. And the guilt continued to gnaw on them. And she just knew she was going to hell.

He thought that perhaps it was because she just wasn’t the right girl after all, and though he had promised a thousand times that he loved her, he began looking and jumped ship when he saw a prettier face come by. And it wasn’t long before he was involved in another relationship and pledging his love to another, “for all time!”

She could hardly stand herself for the choices she had made, and she liked him less. Something inside her screamed. “Wait!---Do-over!” But she realized that she could never go back, and since she was headed for hell and since a guy had ruined her, she decided that she was going to get her revenge by taking down as many guys as she could. She set out to see if she could seduce someone. At first, she did it for fun. But one day, a guy offered her money, and she realized that she could support herself and mess up guys at the same time. And guys were so stupid, she thought. They are so totally ruled by their hormones.

Weeks turned into months which turned into years. Always it was the same. Men, who just wanted one thing. Men from all walks of life. Business men. Construction workers. Professors. Lawyers. Doctors. And yes, even a few preachers, who always came at two or three in the morning to keep from getting caught. The hypocrites. All of them, professing to live honorable lives, some even having a wife and kids at home.

At least she wasn’t pretending…not anymore. There had been a time when she had told herself that she was still a good person. But not anymore. Now she knew what she was, and had accepted it…except for that same old gnawing feelings of guilt that she couldn’t seem to shake, and that she was headed for hell. And in the middle of the dark and lonely nights after the man of the hour had left her bed, she would lay and stare at the ceiling and wonder if there was no way out.

It happened early one morning. She had just gotten to sleep at 2:30, but at 5:00, just as the sky was starting to turn pale, there was an insistent knocking on her door. She pulled aside the curtain to see one of her regulars, a preacher, looking around and banging on the door. She opened the door and he swept in, angry that she had taken so long to answer the door. “Someone might see me,” he said. “Hypocrite,” she responded.

“Don’t call me that! I give you a good amount of business!”

“Yeah, and a good amount of guilt. If your God is so great, why doesn’t he rescue me from you?”

He pulled out a wad of bills. “Who's the paying customer here? Do you want the money or not? Just shut up and get on with it."

She went into the same weary routine of seduction and soon it was over. Suddenly, the door burst open and in came police officers and a bunch of other ministers. Finally she thought, they’ve nailed the hypocrite. He just sneered at her and picked up the wad of bills that he had laid on the nightstand. But instead of him, they grabbed her and yanked her naked and fighting from the bed, dragged her out into the street and down towards the local church. There was a Street Preacher there. And they threw her down in front of him. Naked and alone. And they began quoting scripture, “Moses said that such a woman should be killed. What do you say?”

You know the story and you know the preacher. Jesus bent down, without saying a word and took off his outer garment and covered her. Then he knelt down and began writing in the dirt. The accusers asked their question again. Jesus stood up and said, “let the one without sin be the one to throw the first rock.” And then he knelt and started writing. One of my favorite Christian writers, Ellen White says that he was actually writing their sins in the dirt, and one by one as they read their own sins written there, they dropped their rocks and slipped away.

When they were all alone, Jesus asked the woman a simple question. John 8:10 Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”

I can imagine her looking up for the first time from the place she has been huddled waiting for the rocks to hit. And as she looks around she is forced to acknowledge that no one is left to condemn her except the one that truly could. John 8:11 “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”

Jesus speaks the same words to you and me this morning. Neither do I condemn you. Go now and leave your life of sin.” Do-over!

That’s the good news. And some of you need that news this very day. Some of you, the Lord has been working on your heart all this week. You’ve had a spiritual struggle going on for a long time, because you know you need to drop the old life and start over, but you keep clinging to your sin. Let it go this morning. Accept before God, that you are a sinner in need of forgiveness. Confess your sins to Him, and he will forgive and cleanse you from all of your sin. He’ll let you start over.

Simply say in your heart to God: God, I am a sinner in need of your forgiveness. I need you to take my sin and guilt and shame and cover me with your robe of righteousness. 

 

You CAN begin again!!

You CAN begin again! Pt 1.

The summer of my fifth-grade year, a hot new fad took my neighborhood by storm. Many of our neighbors jumped on board immediately, and with a lot of begging and pleading from my sister and I, we were soon the latest in the neighborhood to buy in to the rage of the season. I remember coming home from the store, unpacking the box in the front yard, and while my dad set up the net, my sister and I smacked what was known as a birdie, back and forth. The rage…backyard badminton. Only in our case, we had to play in the front yard, because our back yard sloped away so steeply it made it difficult to play.

Then we were all about hitting the birdie back and forth trying to hit it over the net. We played for hours. Then one day, it occurred to us that there just might be a way to keep score. We read the directions for play and learned about boundaries and scoring. We measured out a regulation court and put out four stakes for the back corners, and tied a string to one and ran it all the way around the court so we could know where the boundaries were. We read about serving and returning. We tried each a few times and returned to the rulebook. We read of strategies for badminton. My personal strategy at the time was just to hit the stupid thing and hope it went over. We read of proper racket grips and we adjusted ours accordingly. And finally, when we had read all we could, we decided it was time to try our first game.

I stepped up to the line, with my racket extended and the birdie held aloft. Swinging through and stepping forward, I promptly caught my foot in the string and my birdie went straight up and straight down, and I immediately cried those words we learn all through childhood whenever we mess up. “Wait! Do-over!” And my sister quickly agreed that because of the string, I was indeed entitled to a do-over. We fixed the string again…this time as close to the ground as possible, and I tried again. This time I didn’t hit it hard enough and it went into the net. “Wait! Do-over!” After the 5th “Do-over” my sister said…”That’s enough! It’s my turn now!”

But after her 5th “Do-over” I was saying the same thing. You need to know that I went on to become a champion badminton player. I took badminton in college for a PE credit, figuring it would a simple A. I’ve never worked so hard at a PE grade in my life as I did competitive badminton. It is definitely not a sissy sport. And there are definitely not any “Do-overs” allowed. You mess up…too bad!

Don’t you love that concept of “Do-over”? Don’t you wish sometimes in life after you’ve just messed up big-time that you could just yell, “Wait! Do-over!” and everything would reset for you just the way it was before you messed up? Wouldn’t that be great?

You say something you really didn’t mean to say, and you can see that your words just devastated the other person—“Wait! Do-over!” and the damage is instantly undone. It’s like you never said anything at all. Or you wreck your parent’s car and injure someone. “Wait! Do-over!” and zzzzzip! You are right at the point before things went awry, and with your new-found knowledge, you can avoid the mistake and move on consequence free. You choose differently and avoid the wreck and no one is any the wiser.

Or you are making out with your boyfriend or girlfriend and things get a bit too hot and heavy and before you realize what has happened, you have gone too far and become sexually involved. “Wait—do-over! And suddenly you have your virginity back with a new knowledge and the ability to choose, once again how you will handle it. This time, realizing the emotional, physical, and spiritual toll it will take, you choose differently and get yourself out of the situation before it gets too serious…and you find that all is well and no one is the wiser.

Or you step out on your marriage for just one night...but the guilt and shame won't leave you and now your spouse has discovered your secret. "Wait--do-over!" And suddenly your marriage is put back together again.

What a great concept, if a simple “Wait! Do-over!” would un-change all the bad mistakes and stupid choices we make or dumb accidents we have because we’re not paying attention. But it’s not that simple. There is no magic do-over rule. For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Have you ever experienced that rule? For every choice you make, there is a consequence. That’s the rule. If you want good consequences, you have to make good choices. But if you make bad choices, there are bad consequences to have to deal with. That’s life!

Some of you are carrying heavy loads because of the choices you’ve made. Some of you are absolutely miserable deep under the surface, even though you outwardly are all smiling and joking.

See we live two different lives. One that is on the surface that we let everyone see, and one that is beneath the surface that we desperately try to keep hidden, except from a choice few people that we’ve learned to trust. And you live life scared to death that someone you don’t trust might find out who you really are and not like you because of it, or worse, use it against you.

Some of you have done stuff that you badly wish you could go back and undo. Perhaps some of you even did stuff this past week that you have been kicking yourself for and hoping and praying that no one finds out about.

You desperately long for a Do-over. A new beginning. One that says….ok…I have really screwed things up in my life, but wait—do-over!!! I just want to be at peace inside myself. I just want to be able to look at myself in the mirror again and know that I’m an ok person. I just want to be loved for who I am. I want to drop this load of guilt and shame. And I just wish I could start all over and not be so stupid and make the same mistakes.

Did you know the Bible says that there is such a thing as a do-over. While it can’t erase all of the consequences of your sin and bad choices, it can make you appear, to God, as though you had never sinned. Grab your bibles, let’s go on a quick trip to the land of do-overs.


Romans 3: 10 As it is written: "There is no one righteous, not even one; 11 there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. 12 All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one." 13 "Their throats are open graves; their tongues practice deceit." "The poison of vipers is on their lips." 14 "Their mouths are full of cursing and bitterness." 15 "Their feet are swift to shed blood; 16 ruin and misery mark their ways, 17 and the way of peace they do not know." 18 "There is no fear of God before their eyes."

Man’s condition is rotten. Basically, God is saying: “I DO know all about you. I know your heart. I know your deeds. And they are not good. In fact, Romans 3 goes on to say: 19 Now we know that whatever the law says, it says to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be silenced and the whole world held accountable to God. 20 Therefore no one will be declared righteous in his sight by observing the law; rather, through the law we become conscious of sin. 21 But now a righteousness from God, apart from law, has been made known, to which the Law and the Prophets testify. 22 This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus

Did you see that? All have sinned and fall short. That means that the pastor has stuff in his life that needs as much forgiveness as you do. That means that I am as much of a sinner as you are, and there are things in my life that I want to keep hidden as much as you do. And how can I condemn you when I have sin in my life? Does that mean that I can just excuse your sin because I want you to excuse mine? No…if we did that for each other, it would still leave us in a miserable mess.

Romans 6:23 23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

If I keep doing the things I have done, I deserve death. There is no hope. I’m up the creek without a paddle. I’m in a sinking ship with no hope. I’m drowning in a sea of sin. If I just stop at the beginning of that phrase, it’s hopeless. Oh, but praise God, I don’t have to stop there. BUT…the gift of God.

What does gift mean?
Can I earn it?
Can I buy it?
Can I barter for it?
Can I trade for it?

John 3:16    “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life."

I can do nothing except receive it. How?

By faith. By simply trusting in His sacrifice. Trusting in the completed work of what Jesus did on the cross and claiming it for your own. He said that if I would receive His gift, He would put his life’s record in place of mine. I can’t add anything to it. It’s perfect. It’s the biggest do-over possible!

When Satan, the accuser of the brethren comes and says, “Keele is mine…he’s sinned and he’s sinned big! I want him and you must release him to me”, God the Father looks over at Jesus…and instead of seeing my record riddled with sin and mistakes, He looks at me THROUGH Jesus…as though I had never sinned. Jesus simply says, “My blood, Father. He has accepted my blood.” And God looks back at that old serpent, the devil and He says, “Devil! You don’t know what you’re talking about! NOW GET OUT OF HERE AND LEAVE MY CHILD ALONE! And I am saved from the accusations. Saved from the Devil. Saved from eternal death. Is that Good News or what?

Ok…so what do I do?

 Confess.

 

1John 1:8,9    "If we claim we have no sin, we are only fooling ourselves and not living in the truth.  9 But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness."  

Confess that you have done wrong. God already knows it. You already know it. Tell the truth! And determine to turn away from sin. Don’t keep wallowing in the miry quicksand of the sin that has sucked you in. Get out of it. Turn away. Don’t just casually say…oops, sorry God. Oh well. Hehe.

But confess it and ask him for power to turn away from it. And claim Jesus as your Savior.

1 John 5: 11 And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. 12 He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life. 13 I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life.

God wants you to have the assurance of your salvation. He says that if you have accepted the Son of God into your life, you may KNOW that you have eternal life. And that’s cause to celebrate. That’s cause to be happy. Knowing that you have been released from your past. Knowing that you also have grace to live for the future.

Learn to accept it...then learn to offer it.

The Great Struggle

As a pastor, as well as husband, father, uncle, brother, cousin, nephew, etc...no matter what role I play, I always figured the older I got the easier life would be.  There would be more money, less temptations, easier decisions and less struggles than I had in my teens, twenties and even thirties.  But I'm finding that it isn't really easier, just different.  Those things that once tempted me in my youth don't offer the same appeal, (partly because I'm now smarter having learned from painful experiences, and partly because they take too much energy) yet, it would seem that the devil always puts forth something that is enticing no matter what age I become.

I strive to be a decent person, a kind person and a positive person, but that isn't what God is looking for.  He's looking simply for a friend.  He's looking for someone who is totally yielded to Him, someone He can live out His life in.  Unfortunately, as long as I seek to retain control over me, I will be unable to see Him living in and through me, because He can't.  And therein lies the struggle, no matter what age.

I've been reading the Jesus Manifesto by Leonard Sweet and Frank Viola, and they have an interesting concept in there.  Their premise is that the reason so many Christians have such a hard time succeeding at being followers of Christ is because they fail at this struggle.  And the reason they fail at this struggle is because they are trying to live the Christian life from the perspective of the wrong tree.

In the Garden of Eden there were two trees.  One was the Tree of Life.  If Adam and Eve ate from this tree, life would flow through them and they could continue to live for eternity.  But there was another tree: the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.   God desired that they should only know good.  They were created knowing nothing of evil.  But Satan convinced them that if they wanted to be like God, they should eat of this tree, because then their eyes would be open and they would know both good and evil.  Since they had no idea what evil was, we can only presume that what really caught their attention was wanting to be like God.  They suddenly felt as if God were holding out on them and they desired to find out what it was.  They wanted to be in control of their own knowledge.

Up to that point, all they had to do was eat from the Tree of Life and it was effortless to live.  The life-giving quality of the fruit coursed through their veins and sustained their very lives.  When Jesus was here, He showed us the way to life.  "I am THE Way, THE Truth and THE LIFE.  No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6)   He also said,  "I am the bread that gives life! No one who comes to me will ever be hungry. No one who has faith in me will ever be thirsty." (John 6:35)  And in John 15:5 He said, " I am the vine, and you are the branches. If you stay joined to me, and I stay joined to you, then you will produce lots of fruit. But you cannot do anything without me."

Do you see it?  The great struggle is not resisting sin or fighting off secular humanist or atheists or even trying to be good.  It's about partaking of the Bread of Life- Jesus- and allowing His life to course through your veins.  The reason we fail so often in the Christian Life is because we are trying to serve Christ from the other Tree--the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.  Notice there is still good there.  And it is often out of our knowledge of the Good that we seek to serve.  It is often from our wanting to retain control of how we do things and when we do things instead of letting Jesus simply live and reign in us that we are overcome by our own weaknesses.  The Struggle then, is to choose to let go of my way and choose to simply stay connected to the right Tree.  Let Jesus be your Tree of Life.  Partake of Him often, and let Him live out His life within you, and you will find that the struggle, the temptations, the burnout, the discouragement and the desire to quit will melt away.

But there will always be The Great Struggle.  Only your choice will make the difference.  Which Tree will you choose to live by?