A Reason to Live

Man, ever since the fall, has been on quest for meaning and purpose in life.  And their search has pretty much yielded about as many different ideas as there are people.  We find tons of things to occupy our time, lots of work and free time activities, which we misconstrue to believe are the purpose of our lives.  But what we fail to realize is there is a relationship which makes life complete. Without that relationship, there is a void, a vacuum in life. Many people, even those who are well-known, can attest to that void.

For example, H.G. Wells, famous historian and philosopher, said at age 61: "I have no peace. All life is at the end of the tether." The poet Byron said, "My days are in yellow leaf, the flowers and fruits of life are gone, the worm and the canker, and the grief are mine alone." The literary genius Thoreau said, "Most men live lives of quiet desperation."

Ralph Barton, one of the top cartoonists of the nations, left this note pinned to his pillow before taking his own life: "I have had few difficulties, many friends, great successes; I have gone from wife to wife, from house to house, visited great countries of the world, but I am fed up with inventing devices to fill up twenty-four hours of the day."

Even the heady philosophers, after pondering where meaning is found, admit that it all seems meaningless.  That there is no stopping the hands of time, and that in the whole scheme of things man is pretty gutsy to stand up to the inevitable, today destined to lose his dearest loved one, tomorrow he himself will be rolled over.  Or as the book written in 1929 entitled Mysticism and Logic concludes:  “Man is proudly defiant of the irresistible forces that tolerate, for a moment, his knowledge . . . and his condemnation, to sustain alone, a weary but unyielding Atlas, the world that his own ideals have fashioned despite the trampling march of unconscious power.”

American humorist and author, Mark Twain, shortly before his death wrote, "A myriad of men are born; they labor and sweat and struggle;...they squabble and scold and fight; they scramble for little mean advantages over each other; age creeps upon them; infirmities follow; ...those they love are taken from them, and the joy of life is turned to aching grief. It (the release) comes at last--the only un-poisoned gift earth ever had for them--and they vanish from a world where they were of no consequence,...a world which will lament them a day and forget them forever."

King Solomon, the wisest man that ever lived tended to agree.  Look at Ecclesiastes chapter 1. 12 ¶ I, the Teacher, was king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 I devoted myself to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under heaven. What a heavy burden God has laid on men! 14 I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind.

When you look at all of life in a true perspective, it indeed does look meaningless.  Chasing after the wind, Solomon says.  That’s productive.  So what are we supposed to do with this life?

In Chapter 2, Solomon comes to his first conclusion: Eccl. 2:24 ¶ A man can do nothing better than to eat and drink and find satisfaction in his work. This too, I see, is from the hand of God, 25 for without him, who can eat or find enjoyment?

God designed us to live life with a purpose.  He wants us to find satisfaction in whatever it is we choose to do.  But He also wants us to know that in whatever it is we find to do, there is still an overarching purpose that transcends all of our activity.  And a person who lives life without realizing what that purpose is, is like …well, let me illustrate it.

 A rich man was determined to give his mother a birthday present that would outshine all others. He read of a bird that had a vocabulary of 4000 words, could speak in numerous languages and sing 3 operatic arias. He immediately bought the bird for $50,000 and had it delivered to his mother. The next day he phoned to see if she had received the bird. "What did you think of the bird?" he asked.

She replied, "It was delicious!"

A person who lives life without understanding the purpose, doesn’t really understand the value of the gift.  They just eat the bird and go on their way.   And we see that person and we say, “What a waste! Don’t they understand the value of what they’ve been given?”

Naturalist Henry David Thoreau is often noted for his statement that most men "live lives of quiet desperation." In an attempt to avoid that kind of existence, he lived alone from 1845 to 1847 in the woods of Walden Pond, Massachusetts. In 1854, he published his experiences in the book Walden. He wrote, "I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear..."

I love that line.  “I did not wish to live what was not live, living is so dear…”  If only more people would come to understand that.  If only more Christians would live that out for the world to see and take note of.  Don’t live what is not life…  don’t waste your time on things that won’t bring more meaning to your life.  Don’t fritter away the hours without meaning and purpose.  Life was meant to be lived with a purpose.  A meaning.

Thomas Carlyle once wrote: A man without a purpose is like a ship without a rudder--a waif, a nothing, a no man. Have a purpose in life, and, having it, throw such strength of mind and muscle into your work as God has given you.

“What’s your purpose?” we ask a student.  And the answer comes back, “to make good grades.”  Why?  To get into a good college.  Why?  To get a good job.  Why?   To support myself and my family?  And then what? Live a good life, travel, enjoy.”

“What’s your purpose?” we ask a housewife.  “To keep my house in running in good order…to raise my kids…to cook and clean and mend.”  And then what?  When the kids are gone…then what?

“What’s your purpose?” we ask a businessman.  To make the next deal…to get ahead…to grow my business larger…to make more money…to be a success.”

John W. Gardner, founding chairman of Common Cause, said it's a rare and high privilege to help people understand the difference they can make -- not only in their own lives, but also in the lives of others, simply by giving of themselves.

Gardner tells of a cheerful old man who asked the same question of just about every new acquaintance he fell into conversation with: "What have you done that you believe in and you are proud of?"

He never asked conventional questions such as "What do you do for a living?" It was always, "What have you done that you believe in and are proud of?"

It was an unsettling question for people who had built their self-esteem on their wealth or their family name or their exalted job title.

Not that the old man was a fierce interrogator. He was delighted by a woman who answered, "I'm doing a good job raising three children;" and by a cabinetmaker who said, "I believe in good workmanship and practice it;" and by a woman who said, "I started a bookstore and it's the best bookstore for miles around."

"I don't really care how they answer," said the old man. "I just want to put the thought into their minds.

"They should live their lives in such a way that they can have a good answer. Not a good answer for me, but for themselves. That's what' s important."  (Dr. Dale E. Turner, MSC Health Action News, July, 1993, p. 7.)

I like that question: "What have you done that you believe in and are proud of?"   I like it because it begins to refocus us away from our activity and onto who we are becoming as people.  It begins to help us see that we are more than the activities we involve ourselves in.  Too often we seek to find our identities in what we do, and not what we’ve become.  Too often, we lose ourselves in this false identity and never become who Jesus wants us to be.

Christian author CS Lewis once wrote: The glory of God, and, as our only means to glorifying Him, the salvation of human souls, is the real business of life.

That’s God’s purpose for you.  Inspired Christian author Ellen White, in her book, lThe Ministry of Healing, page 164, writes: Christian motives demand that we work with a steady purpose, an undying interest, an ever-increasing importunity, for the souls whom Satan is seeking to destroy. Nothing is to chill the earnest, yearning energy for the salvation of the lost.

George Bernard Shaw,  was quoted in the book Courage - You Can Stand Strong in the Face of Fear, (Jon Johnston, 1990 SP Publications, p. 171) as saying, “This is the true joy in life, the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one: the being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown on the scrap heap, and being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.”

There are only two paths. One path brings satisfaction and contentment.  The other misery.  Why?  Because the first path is what you were created to do…regardless of the occupation you choose.  The second path is what happens when you don’t know and understand and embrace your purpose.  It is as Solomon said…a chasing after the wind.

Solomon, as he finished his book of wisdom, brought it to this conclusion.

Eccl. 12:13 Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole [duty] of man.

Nothing else brings purpose to life.  Nothing else gives a reason to live.  Nothing else brings meaning.  God created us and knows that meaning is found in a relationship with Him alone.  He knows that purpose is found when we live out that relationship and share with others that they too can have meaning a purpose in life through a relationship with Christ.

As CS Lewis said, “The glory of God, and, as our only means to glorifying Him, the salvation of human souls, is the real business of life.”  May you go out and live life with a purpose.

Reason to Hope

It’s amazing how one phone call or one conversation or one piece of information can suddenly plunge us into our own world of darkness.  You know what I mean. “There’s been a terrible accident.”  “I hate to tell you this, but your tests came back positive.  You have cancer.  There’s not much we can do.”  “Your mommy and I just can’t live together anymore.”  We hear those words and our world goes dark.  The birds may be singing and sun may be shining, but it’s raining on the inside.  The storm clouds have moved in and the thunder and lightning in your soul drown out just about everything else.  Ever since sin entered into this world, life has become full of those moments. 

We can’t escape them.  We can try to pretend that they aren’t there and that nothing is wrong, but it doesn’t make it so.  We can deny and act as though we are fine, but our soul is in solitary confinement with the light shut out.  Where do we find the hope in a time like that?  Where is our one blade of grass on those days?  How do we go on when we don’t even want to?  What is our reason to hope?

And as long as you have hope, you can’t be defeated.  I’m not talking about unrealistic denial of the facts.  I’m not talking about hoping for what can never be.  I’m talking about a realistic trust in the Lord; a looking to Him for your stability in the midst of your storm.  A confidence that no matter what happens, He will see you through.  When you have that hope within you, no one can take it away, no matter what they do to you.  And you will, yourself, be a source of hope to those around you.

Anthony de Mello in his book The Heart of the Enlightened, page 19 writes:

Once upon a time in a concentration camp there lived a prisoner who, even though he was under sentence of execution, was fearless and free.  One day he was seen in the middle of the prison square playing his guitar.  A large crowd gathered to listen, for under the spell of his music, they became as fearless as he.  When the prison authorities saw this, they forbade the man to play.

But the next day there he was again, singing and playing on his guitar with a larger crowd around him.  The guards angrily dragged him away and had his fingers chopped off. 

Next day he was back again, singing and making what music he could with his bleeding fingers.  This time the crowds were cheering.  The guards dragged him away again and smashed his guitar.

The following day he was singing with all his heart.  What a song!  So pure and uplifting!  The crowd joined in, and while the singing lasted, their hearts became as pure as his and their spirits were invincible.  So angry were the guards this time that they had his tongue torn out.  A hush descended on the camp, a something that was deathless.

To the astonishment of everyone, he was back in his place the next day swaying and dancing to a silent music that no one but he could hear.  And soon everyone was holding hands and dancing around this bleeding, broken figure in the center while the guards stood rooted to the ground in wonder.

Two thousand years ago, thinking to silence hope, the devil looked at the Singer of life and love said, “Destroy this One, and we destroy any hope that humanity ever thought of having!”  And he did his best.  Satan used one of Jesus’ friends to betray Him.  The mob took Him. They spit on Him; pulled out His beard, beat Him until He was almost dead.  Then forced Him to carry his cross up a rugged hill, and there, they crucified Him. 

“That should do it!” Satan beamed.  And for a while, it looked like it would work.  The disciple’s world caved in.  They locked themselves into a room for fear of the Jews.  It was as if a hush descended on the camp, a something that was deathless.

All seemed bleak.  Hopeless.  Dark.  But then someone found the crack in the concrete.  A small hole with a single blade of grass hope.  “Hey, I wonder if it’s really true?” “What’s that?”  “Well, you know, what He said about the third day.”

It seemed hopeless to all, but to the astonishment of everyone, on the third day, Jesus was back in His spot once again singing hope.

Scripture tells us in Romans 8 that nothing can separate us from the love of God.  That’s hope.

Psa. 62:5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him.

Lam. 3:25 The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him;

Rom. 12:12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

Jer. 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I don’t know what dark cell you may be in this morning.  I don’t know what is darkening your sky…But I do know there’s hope.  I have no idea where you are in your walk with Jesus, but let me just say: That’s where your hope lies.  That’s where you will find it.  It may only be a blade of grass hope to start with, but He promises to give you a hope and a future.

You can go on.  You can make it, because He did.  You have an assurance of tomorrow because He’s provided it for you.  He’s still in His place singing His song of hope.  It may seem silent in your soul…but if you look closer, you might just see Him dancing and swaying in place to a music that can’t be conquered.  A music, that in the face of all odds can bring you hope.  A music that He longs to bring to your soul.  Because He did all that for you, He can bring you hope.  Open up your heart and receive it.  Look out from the darkness of your soul and see the color once again, no matter what you are facing.  It may be only a small wisp of fresh air and a view revealing that small blade of green grass, but that still signals there’s hope.  And Jesus is holding it out to you.  Reach out and take it. Take it and let Him put the music back in your soul.  And then turn to your neighbor, turn to your family, turn to any the Lord brings across your path and share that hope with them.  Be in your spot, singing hope to a world that so badly needs it. 

A Reason for Endurance

Sometimes, I think that our present generation of church people (and I include myself in that group) has grown soft and flexible, loving comfort more than Christ, seeking satisfaction rather than saving souls. I wonder what would happen to the Christian faith if, overnight, we faced the same trials and tribulations of the early Christians? Would we yield to our oppressors? Would we surrender to secularism? Would we deny our Savior?

Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, for us, we don't currently have to face anything remotely like that, but there are other Christians in the world in places like China, Vietnam, Indonesia, Afghanistan, Iraq, parts of Africa and even India, where our brothers and sisters in the faith will be hunted down, harassed, tormented, and even killed before the sun sets tonight.  Killed, not because they have done anything wrong. Their only offense is that they have chosen, like you and I, to love and follow Jesus.  I believe that their faith is stronger than ours; their commitment to Christ is better than our own; because their service to God is a matter of life and death, not a life style choice or leisure pursuit.

They consistently have to endure hardships that we haven’t even tried to imagine.  They have counted the cost and chosen to lay down a life they cannot keep in order to lay hold of a life which they cannot lose.

When Time comes to an end and History is over, we'll all be standing in line, awaiting our crowns of glory. We, who are always so used to being first, will be at the back of the line, watching those Christians who have nothing but faith being brought forward to the places of honor, glory, and power before us. It will come as a shock to us, but not a surprise, for didn’t Jesus often said, "The first will be last, and the last will be first?"

But we like being first.  We like being in positions of power and luxury.  We like having it soft.  I do.  I’ve watched myself grow more about comfort than about hardship.  I’ve watched myself grow more intensely devoted to making sure I’ve got it easy.  I don’t like sleeping on hard floors anymore.  I don’t like hard physical labor anymore.  I don’t want to even get out of my recliner to answer the phone or change the channel. That’s why God had someone invent cordless phones and remotes.  I don’t like it hard.   And if I’m not missing my guess, neither do you.  

We’ve become a soft society.    How do I know?  Listen to what we complain about.  They aren’t complaints that the government just killed our pastor or our uncle or our spouse for loving Jesus.  We don’t complain about how hard it is to share the gospel in our society. We don’t even complain about starving to death.  As a matter of fact, we complain about food.  We have the luxury to complain about food.  Don’t like this kind.  It’s gross.  Not enough of it to suit me.

We complain about weather.  Too hot.  Too cold.   Too windy.  Too rainy.

We complain about homework and jobs.  We complain about cars that aren’t as nice and about high gas prices.  We complain at restaurants or oil change places or even, believe it or not, Wal-Mart when the service isn’t fast enough.  We complain about other drivers who don’t go fast enough when the light turns green.  In spite of all we’ve been blessed with, or perhaps I should say, in spite of all the circumstances that we are blessed not to have to live with, we still complain about anything that encroaches on our idea of the good life.  We’ve become a soft society.

So how does the Lord get our attention in a soft society?  How does the Lord get us more committed when our lives are not on the line every day?  How does Jesus get us to grow closer to Him when we are more concerned with what we are eating after this than the food He wants to give us right now?

You aren’t going to like my answer.    I don’t like my answer…but it’s biblical.  I have come to believe that it is through suffering that God talks best.  Let me rephrase that.  I believe it is through suffering that we learn to listen best.  I don’t believe that God causes human suffering.  But I have come to believe that He will come to the one who is suffering and draw near to them and grow them to be closer to Himself.  When you think of suffering in the Bible, who do you think of?   Job.  Listen to what the book of Job has to say about this.

Job 36:15 But those who suffer he delivers in their suffering; he speaks to them in their affliction. 16 “He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food.

God knows that we weren’t really meant for this existence.  It is merely a growing up place,  a maturing place with a much better place coming.   But we try to make this life of distress as comfortable as possible don’t we?  We try to pretend that this is all there is.  So go for the gusto, baby.  Grab all you can, can all you grab and sit on the lid!  We set our eyes on the comforts of this world and actually believe that if we can surround ourselves with enough money, enough luxuries of life and enough friends, that we will have no problems.

I don’t care who you are—suffering will touch you.   There is really no such thing as a charmed life.  The wealthiest all the way down to the poorest.  We all suffer.  You might be saying,  “Oh, I’d like to suffer the way they have to suffer.  At least I’d have a Beemer.”  “Or at least I’d suffer in a million dollar house.”

If that’s your type of thinking then you haven’t really been paying attention.  If Hurricane Katrina taught us anything, it would have to be that the million dollar houses can be ruined and swept away as quickly as the shanties.

Recognize that while you may be thinking of a better way to suffer, there are millions of people who are suffering much worse.  Did you know that there are children being born in Africa, today, to parents with AIDS. Those children themselves, are born with AIDS, and they will live their entire life and then die an early death and not know one day without suffering. 

Think about that.  If you have had at least one day in your life free of worry or pain, you’ve got more than they will have their whole life.  But recognize that it is not the suffering, itself, that brings you closer to Jesus.

It is what you choose to do with your suffering.  It is how you choose to handle to crisis, the trauma, the sickness, or the bad news.  You can choose to run to Jesus and allow Him to deliver you in your suffering, or you can choose to run away from him and blame Him for your suffering.

One choice will bring you closer to Jesus and give you strength to bear up and endure whatever it is you are having to face.  The other will cause you to grow bitter and miserable, to the point that others will go out of their way to avoid you.

2Tim. 1:7 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.

8 ¶ So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God,  9 who has saved us and called us to a holy life — not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace.

1Pet. 4:12 ¶ Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13 But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14 If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15 If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16 However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17 For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18 And, “If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?”

19 ¶ So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.

What was that?  Those who suffer according to God’s will… whoa…hold the phone…  What does that mean?  God wants us to suffer?  No…but He doesn’t necessarily want to rescue us from the troubles of this life because if He did, He knows that we would just be satisfied with staying here and then we would never long for heaven…so He allows suffering.  Suffering then, from that perspective, is within His will…  Whenever it comes then, Peter says our response should be to commit ourselves to our faithful creator and continue to do good.

Paul writing to Timothy says: 2 Timothy 2:3 "Endure hardship with us like a good soldier of Christ Jesus." -

The writer of the book of Hebrews 12:7 "Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?"

James adds this. James 1:2 ¶ Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. (endurance)  4 Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

That’s a reason for endurance.  It helps us become mature and complete, not lacking anything. 

Need another reason to develop endurance and perseverance in your life?

James 1:12 ¶ Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

Wherever you go today and whatever you do, be an enduring Christian first and foremost. Treat people with respect, serve one another, and show love. And if you happen to be hurt or disappointed by someone else, don't fret over it. Go to Jesus and He will help you endure.  Not only endure, but He will help you return the hurt with healing, he’ll help you cover your wounds with His love, and your disappointment with genuine grace. For those are the things that truly make us Christian.  Listen to the words of Jesus, found in Revelation 2:10

Rev. 2:10 Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life.

Father,

You know that stuff happens here that we don’t understand.  You know that we suffer.  Yet you tell us not to be afraid, but to be faithful.  We can’t do it alone, Lord.  So come this moment and strengthen us in the middle of our suffering.  Give us endurance and the will to persevere, knowing that it’s safer to walk with you in the darkness than to go it alone in the light.  Keep us, Lord, in Your care and keeping… Help us to be faithful… not because we’re so good, but because You’re so good.  These things we ask in the name of Jesus, Amen.

A Balanced Walk?

I've been pondering Enoch's walk with God. You remember him, right? Walked so tightly with God that one day God just allowed him to keep walking up through the gates. As I read it, Enoch had a fairly balanced walk. He spent time seeking God and then going out and sharing with those around him.

I’ve been told all of my life that I need to be out there sharing, out there witnessing; out there (wherever there is) doing something. Seldom have I been told that I need to balance the "out there" with the "in here". And I think that is a problem with many of us. We lack the balance of Enoch’s walk with God. A balance of seeking God and then sharing. Seeking God and then sharing. Seeking and Sharing. We end up on one end of the spectrum or the other.

Many of us are so busy with the business of the church and the busyness of the church that we have forgotten it’s purpose. Many of us are so busy with sharing that we rarely take time for in trospection and worship. Many of us get so caught up in working for the Lord that we seldom take time to know the Lord. We always have literature with us. We are ready in season and out of season. We know the texts and we want to share. As one retired pastor friend of mine put it, “We work for God like the devil.”


Or we are on the other end of the spectrum. Many of us continue to focus on getting ready for Jesus to come…focus inwardly…We focus so much on getting ready for His coming that we stay uptight and have a hard time winning anyone for the Lord, because we spend more time worrying about whether we are ready to go or not, or else we worry about whether we have done enough or whether we have enough knowledge. We work so hard at making sure we know all the right texts and having our theology straight, that we don’t see how warped we’ve really become. Knowledge and theology won’t save you. Only that relationship will. Knowledge about God is not the same thing as knowing God. Texts to defend a theology are not nearly as valuable as walking with God and doing His bidding. Knowing the truth is not as critical as living and breathing Jesus. And consequently the reason we have a hard time sharing with others, is because we have a hard time with our relationship with God. BTW, All of that thinking centers on what I can do…not what Jesus can do for and through me.

How do I get the balance of the Enoch walk? My focus ought to be on enjoying my relationship with Jesus right now and then simply doing what He asks of me today. Being where He places me and being faithful at those.

So maybe I can have a walk like Enoch’s. Maybe I can end up being translated. Being translated was not Enoch’s goal. Going to heaven was not Enoch’s goal. Enoch’s goal was to know God and to follow Him. Ellen White, in her book Patriarchs and Prophets, page 73 says: “For three centuries he (Enoch) had walked with God. Day by day he had longed for a closer union; nearer and nearer had grown the communion, until God took him to Himself.”

She goes on to say this. By the translation of Enoch the Lord designed to teach an important lesson. There was a danger that men would yield to discouragement, because of the fearful results of Adam’s sin. Many were ready to exclaim, “What profit is it that we have feared the Lord and have kept His ordinances, since a heavy curse is resting upon the race, and death is the portion of us all?” But the instructions which God gave to Adam, and which were repeated by Seth, and exemplified by Enoch, swept away the gloom and darkness, and gave hope to man, that as through Adam came death, so through the promised Redeemer would come life and immortality.”

So rather than growing discouraged by Enoch’s walk, I can gain hope, knowing that it just reiterates the promise that someday God is going to once again open the portal between heaven and earth, and take those who have been walking with Him. Once again, as He did with Enoch, He will come for those who desire Him.

The Critic or the Dancer?

What an awesome day.  David had worshipped with his mind, his heart, his soul, his body and now he was worshipping with his finances as well, recognizing that God had given him everything, and he in turn wanted to give.  He was aglow with worship.   He was excited to go home and bless his family as well.  As he heads up the palace steps, Michal, his wife, comes out to meet him.  She did not approve of his performance.  As a matter of fact, as the procession had entered town, she had watched the whole thing from her window. 2 Samuel 6:16 says,  “As the ark of the LORD was entering the City of David, Michal daughter of Saul watched from a window. And when she saw King David leaping and dancing before the LORD, she despised him in her heart.”  Through the remainder of the worship service, she stews and churns about the way he has worshipped.  Is she not the daughter of King Saul?  Dad would never have acted like that!  She had been raised in the royal household.  Of royal lines.  Married royalty.  And it had gone to her head.  She despised him in her heart.  This wasn’t the way royalty acted.   A Royal must always keep their dignity. Their air of mystique.  Other wise, the people would see that they were really no better than anyone else and their fat-cat lifestyle would come to an end.  So to have  David dancing around in a linen ephod would never do.  And she despised him.

He the dancer…she the critic.  And as the ecstatic David comes up to share his joy of worship, he meets the rankled Michal, and the bitter words come spilling out. "How the king of Israel has distinguished himself today, disrobing in the sight of the slave girls of his servants as any vulgar fellow would!"

Can you imagine the effect of those words on the heart of David?  From joy-thrilled to joy-killed in a sentence.   She could have entered in to worship with him.  She remained aloof.  She could have humbled herself, but she was a royal.  Her arrogance keeps her from true worship.

Some things never change. How many of us peer through the window of aloofness and arrogance as we watch others worship, and despise them and their form of worship in our hearts?   When we see someone raising their hands in praise.  When we see someone entering totally and emotionally into worship.  Actually using their body to praise God too.

Did  you know that criticism and worship can never coexist in the heart.   Often our attitudes keep us from worshipping.  We have turned worship into a cerebral, spectator event because we too often peer from the window down on everyone else.  You Pentecostals…too wild!  You Catholics and Presbyterians…too stuffy.  And we go down the road critically analyzing every worship style, all the while our own undetected arrogance keeping us from truly worshipping. 

Who told you that our order of service is right?  Who told you that it had to be done a certain way or it was wrong.   How do you know we have the right style?  You see, while it is true that there are things God requires in worship, one of the first is ardent devotion to Him.  Not an order of service.   Another of those things is a seeking after His heart and totally entering into worship, rather than slumping in the pew and seeing what you agree with or disagree with in the service. 

True worship can take many forms.  We may worship with our minds, but a raising of the hands?  Forget it.  And yet, Ps. 134:2   Lift up your hands in the sanctuary and praise the LORD.   And 1Tim. 2:8   I want men everywhere to lift up holy hands in prayer, without anger or disputing.

We subscribe to the body posture of worship in kneeling.  Open palms before God simply means that I am ready to receive what you want to give me Lord.

But more than our minds and our body posturing, God wants worship from the heart…in whatever form or expression that may take.

Too often we throw harsh, critical words into the face of a true worshipper, just because it doesn’t look like what we think it should.  Too often we despise a person in our heart for what appears to us to be out of line.  What window are you looking through?  Be careful.

I’ve seen it happen to young people who were trying to express their love for God in a fresh way.  I’ve seen it happen to older people who decided that they needed a fresh hold on God.  When the critic meets the dancer, the harsh words can shrivel the heart and steal the joy. 

David knew what he was about.  He knew he was honest in his heart before God.  And he responded to Michal… "It was before the LORD, who chose me rather than your father or anyone from his house when he appointed me ruler over the LORD's people Israel --I will celebrate before the LORD.   22 I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes. But by these slave girls you spoke of, I will be held in honor."

Notice something important here.  God didn’t censure David for his all-out worship style.  But Michal was left barren.  Her words not only shriveled the joy of David, but her womb as well.  She thought she had it right.  She thought to rebuke him to get him to get with the royal program, but David didn’t buy in.  He knew there was no rank before the Lord.  He knew that the ground is level at the feet of the Maker. But she, playing the critic of worship, was left barren and childless.  I believe that it is the critic, and not the dancer, who will also be left spiritually barren and spiritually childless.  Unable to be productive for God.

Are you a dancer or a critic?  Are you in the streets or peering through your window of arrogance?  Are you truly experiencing worship, obeying the commands of God, or are you just going through the motion with no reason other than you’ve always done it this way.

To dance before God means that you go all out, remembering what He has done for you.  It means that you have gratitude.  It means that you have expectations of closeness with Him.  It means that you have ardent devotion and you are not afraid to show it.

What If?

John 4:23 Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.  24 God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth.”

Have you ever wondered what that meant?  What does it mean to worship in spirit and in truth? In his book The Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren notes, "Since worship is delighting in and enjoying God, it engages your emotions. God gave you emotions so you could worship him with deep feeling -- but those emotions must be genuine, not faked. God hates hypocrisy. He doesn't want a show, or pretense, or phoniness in worship. He wants your honest, real love. We can worship God imperfectly, but we cannot worship him insincerely.

"Of course, sincerity alone is not enough; you can be sincerely wrong. That's why both spirit and truth are required. Worship must be both authentic and accurate. God-pleasing worship is deeply emotional and deeply doctrinal. We use both our hearts and our heads.

In another place, in the same book, he says: “In our competitive world we’re taught to never quit trying, never give up, and never give in - so we don’t hear much about surrendering. If winning is everything, surrendering is unthinkable. Even Christians would rather talk about winning, succeeding, overcoming, and conquering than yielding, submitting, obeying, and surrendering. But surrendering to God is the heart of worship.

“Offer yourselves as a living sacrifice to God, dedicated to his service and pleasing to him. This is the true worship that you should offer.

“True worship -- bringing God pleasure -- happens when you give yourself completely to God.” (from Rick Warren’s book The Purpose Driven Life)

Inspired author Ellen White, in her book The Desire of Ages, page 189 writing about this story says: He (Jesus) desired to lift the thoughts of His hearer above matters of form and ceremony, and questions of controversy. "The hour cometh," He said, "and now is, when the true worshipers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship Him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth."  {DA 189.1}

Here is declared the same truth that Jesus had revealed to Nicodemus when He said, "Except a man be born from above, he cannot see the kingdom of God." John 3:3, margin. Not by seeking a holy mountain or a sacred temple are men brought into communion with heaven. Religion is not to be confined to external forms and ceremonies. The religion that comes from God is the only religion that will lead to God. In order to serve Him aright, we must be born of the divine Spirit. This will purify the heart and renew the mind, giving us a new capacity for knowing and loving God. It will give us a willing obedience to all His requirements. This is true worship. It is the fruit of the working of the Holy Spirit. By the Spirit every sincere prayer is indicted, and such prayer is acceptable to God. Wherever a soul reaches out after God, there the Spirit's working is manifest, and God will reveal Himself to that soul. For such worshipers He is seeking. He waits to receive them, and to make them His sons and daughters. {DA 189.2}

God longs for us to seek Him and be born of His divine spirit.  It is only in this that we have a new capacity for knowing and loving God.  It will give us a willing obedience to all His requirements.  

Romans 12: 1,2 says: 1   Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God — this is your spiritual act of worship.  2 Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is — his good, pleasing and perfect will.

True worshippers are those who don’t just offer a praise song.  They don’t just throw a buck at the offering plate.  They offer themselves a spiritual act of worship.  They become consumed with a passion for God.  They are ones who are no longer being squeezed into the world’s mold.  They don’t allow Satan to mar their picture of God through looking at the things of the world.  Instead, they are being transformed through worship that renews their minds.  How do you know if that’s you?

Pastor, author and speaker, Louie Giglio writes: "Follow the trail of your time, your affection, your energy, your money and your allegiance. At the end of that trail, you'll find a throne; and whatever, or whomever, is on that throne is what's of highest value to you. On that throne is what you worship." (Louie Giglio, The Air I Breathe)

What if God were really the only Object worth focusing on?  What if our focus on His beauty made our problems pale in comparison?  What if we were never meant to be the actors on center stage?  What if we were meant to be the audience members, watching Jesus on center stage?  What if?

How Far Would Your Enemies Have to Search?

Sometimes a passage, though read many, many times, will suddenly take on a whole new meaning!  This passage really jumped out at me this morning...

"Now Daniel so distinguished himself among the administrators and the satraps by his exceptional qualities that the king planned to set him over the whole kingdom. At this, the administrators and the satraps TRIED to find grounds for charges against Daniel in his conduct of government affairs, but they were UNABLE to do so. They could find NO corruption in him, because he was trustworthy and neither corrupt nor negligent. Finally these men said, "We will NEVER find any basis for charges against this man Daniel UNLESS it has something to do with the law of his God."  Daniel 6:3-5

Which makes me wonder: How far would your enemies have to look before they found grounds for charges against you? How long would they have to seek before they could go running to the king?  Would your life be such that they could find NO corruption in you, not even a basis for a charge UNLESS it has something to do with the law of your God?   Unfortunately, my enemies probably wouldn't have to look very far...  Which leads me to this:

Lord, change my heart to be more fixed on you than on the things of this world around me.  Take away my desire for wrong and let me fix my eyes on YOU!  Set my heart on things above and not the mundane of this earth.

Psa. 121:1     I look up to the mountains— 

does my help come from there? 

2  My help comes from the LORD, 

who made heaven and earth! 

Psa. 123:1     I lift my eyes to You, 

O God, enthroned in heaven.